so tired.

up since 8 am. took two showers. kinda dazed. packed and boarding a plane at 8:30 central time.

i spent the week up to this time watching smallville. sad... i got through all of season five.

i ended up designing an ok resume-like-thing. something to showcase my creativity. i got it finished and printed it on the printer, only to find that the black was a different color. oh well. i haven't printed it to the kinko's in palmdale. i have the CD for that. i will have to see if i can get over to the printer helper peoples.

i had the moment of 'oh-my-god-why-the-fuck-am-i-doing-this" today. mainly because i felt i procrastinated so much and i had all this work to do and nothing done and ... well, with my level of worrying, i think it is pretty obvious how much i overdid the nerves. it got done.

even if i don't get in at WB, i can still look around there. its not the end of the world. I just have to have the attitude.

i think that is the coolest part about people who care, they help you out. i was panicking and stressed and crying at work and two of the guys that were working came by and told me i would be fine, i would be okay and talked about attitude and positivity and that sort of thing... i hope i can be that for someone who needs it down the road.

but i'm still moving out there. i had cold feet, but i'm going. even if i end up getting a starbux-waitress-tempagency setofjobs... (UGH!)

can i sleep yet?

AAAARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!

that is all.